We finally thought that our life was about to enter into a new phase of happiness and joy after a long and difficult period of struggle. However, we were unaware of the dark clouds that were coming to take us down. We had nowhere to go, and nowhere to hide. It was even difficult to face each other, me knowing that he would soon die, and that I had to hide this from him. I could feel that we were sinking in a deep dark hole, and I couldn’t see any way out of it. With each passing day, we were sinking further in the loop of mixed emotions, fear, endless treatment and intolerable side-effects. But this time, there was no definite end to what we were going through. Each moment, I was looking for something that might not even exist, but something that could give us hope.